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The Andromeda Strain

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From the author of Jurassic Park, Timeline, and Sphere comes a captivating thriller about a deadly extraterrestrial microorganism, which threatens to annih ...

  • L'auteur : ,
  • Editeur: Vintage
  • ISBN: 0307816419
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 304
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: From the author of Jurassic Park, Timeline, and Sphere comes a captivating thriller about a deadly extraterrestrial microorganism, which threatens to annihilate human life. Five prominent biophysicists have warned the United States government that sterilization procedures for returning space probes may be inadequate to guarantee uncontaminated re-entry to the atmosphere. Two years later, a probe satellite falls to the earth and lands in a desolate region of northeastern Arizona. Nearby, in the town of Piedmont, bodies lie heaped and flung across the ground, faces locked in frozen surprise. What could cause such shock and fear? The terror has begun, and there is no telling where it will end.


Mass Effect - Andromeda: Nexus Uprising

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THE OFFICIAL TIE-IN TO THE LATEST INSTALLMENT OF ONE OF THE MOST POPULAR AND SUCCESSFUL GAME FRANCHISES EVER - MASS EFFECT Titan Books will work closely wi ...

  • L'auteur : Jason M. Hough,K C Alexander
  • Editeur: Titan Books (US, CA)
  • ISBN: 1785651579
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 336
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: THE OFFICIAL TIE-IN TO THE LATEST INSTALLMENT OF ONE OF THE MOST POPULAR AND SUCCESSFUL GAME FRANCHISES EVER - MASS EFFECT Titan Books will work closely with acclaimed video game developer BioWare to publish three brand new novels set in the universe of MASS EFFECT(TM): ANDROMEDA. The action will weave directly into the new game, chronicling storylines developed in close collaboration with the BioWare game team. The action takes place concurrently with the adventure of the game itself, setting up the story and events of the game adding depth and detail to the canonical MASS EFFECT saga.


Star Trek

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Celebrate the 40th anniversary of Star Trek: The Motion Picture with this classic movie novelization written by legendary Star Trek creator Gene Roddenberr ...

  • L'auteur : Gene Roddenberry
  • Editeur: Simon and Schuster
  • ISBN: 0743412087
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 252
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: Celebrate the 40th anniversary of Star Trek: The Motion Picture with this classic movie novelization written by legendary Star Trek creator Gene Roddenberry! The original five-year mission of the Starship Enterprise to explore strange new worlds and to seek out new life and new civilizations has ended. Now James T. Kirk, Spock, Dr. McCoy, and the rest of the crew of the Enterprise have separated to follow their own career paths and different lives. But now, an overwhelming alien threat—one that is ignoring all attempts at communication and annihilating all opposition in its path—is on a collision course with Earth, the very heart of the United Federation of Planets. And the only vessel that Starfleet can send in time to intercept this menace is a refitted Enterprise, with her old crew heeding the call to once again boldly go where no one has gone before….


The Andromeda Galaxy and the Rise of Modern Astronomy

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The Andromeda Galaxy – Messier’s M31 – has an almost romantic appeal. It is the most distant object and the only extragalactic object that is visible ...

  • L'auteur : David Schultz
  • Editeur: Springer Science & Business Media
  • ISBN: 1461430496
  • Genre: Science
  • Nombre de pages: 271
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: The Andromeda Galaxy – Messier’s M31 – has an almost romantic appeal. It is the most distant object and the only extragalactic object that is visible to the unaided human eye. Now known to be about 21⁄2 million light-years away, it appears in the sky to be several times the width of the full Moon under good seeing conditions. The Andromeda Galaxy and the Rise of Modern Astronomy examines the astronomical studies of Andromeda and its importance to our developing knowledge of the universe. The book discusses how M31 was described both by the Ancients, but more importantly, by astronomers from the nineteenth century to the present. While at the start of the twentieth century the universe was thought of as a finite cosmos dominated by the Milky Way, the study of Andromeda galaxy shattered that image, leading ultimately to the conception of an infinite universe of countless galaxies and vast distances. Even today, M31 is a major focal point for new astronomical discoveries, and it also remains one of the most popular (and rewarding) celestial objects for amateur astronomers to observe and study. This book reveals the little-known history of M31 and the scientists who study it. For all who are interested in astronomy, the skies, and perhaps even the origins of the universe, The Andromeda Galaxy and the Rise of Modern Astronomy provides a first-of-its-kind accessible, informative, and highly readable account of how the study and observation of this celestial object has driven the development of astronomy from ancient times to the present.


The Globular Star Clusters of the Andromeda Galaxy

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This book presents a brief compilation of results from nearly a century of research on the globular star clusters in the Andromeda Galaxy (M31). It explore ...

  • L'auteur : Charli M Sakari
  • Editeur: Morgan & Claypool Publishers
  • ISBN: 1643277502
  • Genre: Science
  • Nombre de pages: 127
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: This book presents a brief compilation of results from nearly a century of research on the globular star clusters in the Andromeda Galaxy (M31). It explores the techniques and limitations of the observations, the successes and challenges of the models, and the paradigm for the formation of M31 that has gradually emerged. These results will eventually be superseded by new data, better analysis techniques, and more complex models. However, the emphasis of this book is on the techniques, thought processes, and connections with other studies.


Mass Effect: Annihilation

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An official tie-in to the hit video game Mass Effect: Andromeda, written by award-winning and New York Times bestselling author Catherynne M. Valente An of ...

  • L'auteur : Catherynne M. Valente
  • Editeur: Titan Books (US, CA)
  • ISBN: 1785651595
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 336
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: An official tie-in to the hit video game Mass Effect: Andromeda, written by award-winning and New York Times bestselling author Catherynne M. Valente An official tie-in to the hit video game Mass Effect: Andromeda by James Tiptree Jr. and Locus Award-winner Catherynne M. Valente. The Quarian ark Keelah Si'yah sails toward the Andromeda galaxy, carrying 20,000 colonists from sundry races including the drell, the elcor, and the batarians. Thirty years from their destination, a routine check reveals drell lying dead in their pods, and a deadly pathogen on board. Soon, the disease is jumping species, and it quickly becomes clear that this is no accident. It's murder, and the perpetrator is still on board. The ship's systems rapidly degrade, and panic spreads among the colonists, for the virus yields a terrible swelling of the brain that causes madness, hallucinations, and dreadful violence. If the ship's crew can't restore their technology and find a cure, the Keelah Si'yah will never make it to the Nexus. Copyright © 2017-2018 Electronic Arts Inc. EA, the EA logo, Mass Effect, Mass Effect: Andromeda, BioWare and the BioWare logo are trademarks of Electronic Arts Inc. All Rights Reserved.


Gene Roddenberry's Andromeda: The Broken Places

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When Beka Valentine's ne'er-do-well brother Rafe limps onto the Andromeda Ascendant in a stolen junker with a sputtering Slipstream drive, Beka can't turn ...

  • L'auteur : Daniel Morris,Ethlie Ann Vare
  • Editeur: Macmillan
  • ISBN: 9781429981934
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 304
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: When Beka Valentine's ne'er-do-well brother Rafe limps onto the Andromeda Ascendant in a stolen junker with a sputtering Slipstream drive, Beka can't turn him away, because he claims to have found the mother they never knew. Unfortunately, right now the Andromeda is the linchpin in a precarious negotiation between the Drago-Kazov Pride and the Human Interplanetary Alliance, which seeks to free Earth and other old-school planets from the Nietzschean yoke. But the HIA may also be allied with the pure-human-supremacist Knights of Genetic Purity, who, in their evangelical fervor, have become every bit as fanatical as the genetically engineered devil they oppose. If the HIA allies with the Genites, the Milky Way will see yet another Human-Nietzschean bloodbath. Captain Dylan Hunt has survived one already and will do just about anything to prevent another such debacle. Dylan can't count on Seamus Harper, the only unmodified human in his crew, who is naïvely susceptible to the appeal of the Genite cause. He needs every level-headed crewmate he's got, and Beka, for all her emotional Sturm und Drang, is the best pilot in three galaxies. But Beka can't resist the chance---however remote---to find her long-lost mother. Years before, Magdalena Valentine went on a quest . . . the same one Beka has made her own. A quest to find the advanced technology of the lost Vedran race. A technology so powerful it lets the Vedrans hide their solar system in the fabric of the Slipstream itself; so powerful it could destroy the universe as we know it. This quest is where it all must lead---where, if you ask a certain purple alien, it was always, inevitably, destined to lead. Now only Dylan Hunt can stop Beka Valentine from activating the Vedran device. And he may have to kill her to do it. That is, if Tyr Anasazi doesn't kill him first. Or the Knights of Genetic Purity. Or the Human Interstellar Alliance . . . led by one Seamus Harper. The fate of the universe hinges on what Dylan Hunt and his crew do next! At the Publisher's request, this title is being sold without Digital Rights Management Software (DRM) applied.


Andromeda Klein

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From Frank Portman, author of the cult classic King Dork that John Green says "will rock your world", comes a novel about Andromeda Klein, who has a few pr ...

  • L'auteur : Frank Portman
  • Editeur: Delacorte Books for Young Readers
  • ISBN: 0375890955
  • Genre: Young Adult Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 432
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: From Frank Portman, author of the cult classic King Dork that John Green says "will rock your world", comes a novel about Andromeda Klein, who has a few problems of her own. Her hair is kind of horrible. Her partner-in-occultism, Daisy, is dead. Her secret, estranged, much older and forbidden boyfriend-in-theory, has gone AWOL. And her mother has learned how to text. In short, things couldn't get much worse. Until they do. Daisy seems to be attempting to make contact from beyond, books are starting to disappear from the library, and then, strangely and suddenly, Andromeda's tarot readings are beginning to predict events with bizarrely literal accuracy. Omens are everywhere. Dreams; swords; fires; hidden cards; lost, broken, and dead cell phones . . . and what is Daisy trying to tell her? In the ensuing struggle of neutral versus evil, it's Andromeda Klein against the world, modern society, demonic forces, and the "friends" of the library.


The Andromeda Evolution

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NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER Fifty years after The Andromeda Strain made Michael Crichton a household name—and spawned a new genre, the technothriller—the ...

  • L'auteur : Michael Crichton,Daniel H. Wilson
  • Editeur: HarperCollins
  • ISBN: 006247328X
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 384
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER Fifty years after The Andromeda Strain made Michael Crichton a household name—and spawned a new genre, the technothriller—the threat returns, in a gripping sequel that is terrifyingly realistic and resonant. The Evolution is Coming. In 1967, an extraterrestrial microbe came crashing down to Earth and nearly ended the human race. Accidental exposure to the particle—designated The Andromeda Strain—killed every resident of the town of Piedmont, Arizona, save for an elderly man and an infant boy. Over the next five days, a team of top scientists assigned to Project Wildfire worked valiantly to save the world from an epidemic of unimaginable proportions. In the moments before a catastrophic nuclear detonation, they succeeded. In the ensuing decades, research on the microparticle continued. And the world thought it was safe… Deep inside Fairchild Air Force Base, Project Eternal Vigilance has continued to watch and wait for the Andromeda Strain to reappear. On the verge of being shut down, the project has registered no activity—until now. A Brazilian terrain-mapping drone has detected a bizarre anomaly of otherworldly matter in the middle of the jungle, and, worse yet, the tell-tale chemical signature of the deadly microparticle. With this shocking discovery, the next-generation Project Wildfire is activated, and a diverse team of experts hailing from all over the world is dispatched to investigate the potentially apocalyptic threat. But the microbe is growing—evolving. And if the Wildfire team can’t reach the quarantine zone, enter the anomaly, and figure out how to stop it, this new Andromeda Evolution will annihilate all life as we know it.


Andromeda

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Sometimes beauty can be a curse, especially when people can’t see the person beneath. Constantly judged by the way she looks, Andromeda White doesn’t f ...

  • L'auteur : Charley Marsh
  • Editeur: Timberdoodle Press LLC
  • ISBN:
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 220
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: Sometimes beauty can be a curse, especially when people can’t see the person beneath. Constantly judged by the way she looks, Andromeda White doesn’t fit in anywhere. She tries her best to fulfill her parents’ expectations but never earns their love, the one thing she most wants. Now they expect her to make the ultimate sacrifice for their business–to marry a man she despises. When Percy reluctantly attends a social function with his brother, the cool, elegant beauty across the room draws him like a moth to flame. He knows there is more to Andromeda than meets the eye–but how to get through her defenses? Andromeda rebels and makes a bid for happiness until she discovers the fate of hundreds lies in her hands. Can she find a way to free herself from her destiny and seize happiness?


Andromeda

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Far away in the distant galaxy of Andromeda, there is a confrontation that has lasted for over two hundred years. Two races in total conflict over a planet ...

  • L'auteur : Andrew Hoesman
  • Editeur: Christian Faith Publishing, Inc.
  • ISBN: 1645691748
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 304
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: Far away in the distant galaxy of Andromeda, there is a confrontation that has lasted for over two hundred years. Two races in total conflict over a planet the size of Jupiter. A world encompassing unlimited resources that could sustain any race for life. Protagonists have lived on this world since the beginning of time, understanding its contents and its uses as this planet is on one side of their galaxy. The other side of this galaxy, the antagonist's planet, is the size of Mars, almost barren like the Sahara Desert. Antagonists want to claim this new world for themselves by getting rid of these humanoids, taking over their planet. Since their world's condition is deteriorating, they spread their dark wings in their own system, claiming the other four worlds, and taking their culture and their precious treasures like water, which life needs to thrive. To strike a blow on these humanoids, antagonists ignite a vile plot by sending three King Cruisers on a special mission, staking entitlement on this world and its entire system.


Our Andromeda

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Confronting hard realities, Shaughnessy's heart opens wide as she explores parallel universes and writes a utopian Andromeda of her imagination. ...

  • L'auteur : Brenda Shaughnessy
  • Editeur: Copper Canyon Press
  • ISBN: 1619320282
  • Genre: Poetry
  • Nombre de pages: 96
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: Confronting hard realities, Shaughnessy's heart opens wide as she explores parallel universes and writes a utopian Andromeda of her imagination.


Sasha Andromeda

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Sasha Andromeda by Paul D. Escudero The sequel to Jeeapa, Sasha Andromeda continues with issues concerning Earth’s galactic quarantine prompting the Merg ...

  • L'auteur : Paul D. Escudero
  • Editeur: Dorrance Publishing
  • ISBN: 1480937096
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 466
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: Sasha Andromeda by Paul D. Escudero The sequel to Jeeapa, Sasha Andromeda continues with issues concerning Earth’s galactic quarantine prompting the Mergenky alien race to send a mission to the Andromeda Galaxy to intervene. Due to Mergenky concern about the priority of this mission, they send the same crew that figured so heavily in the Jeeapa campaign. When traveling so far away to uncharted worlds normally beyond the reach, the crew’s challenges are compounded by the corruption of the ship’s computer that takes on a human psychology and puts the entire mission at risk.


New Andromeda

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The man nodded. The shuttle doors shut as the engines roared, ready to take off. The shuttle flew into the night. As it gained some altitude, Arno made the ...

  • L'auteur : Anirudh Annavajjula
  • Editeur: Notion Press
  • ISBN: 1642498548
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 240
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: The man nodded. The shuttle doors shut as the engines roared, ready to take off. The shuttle flew into the night. As it gained some altitude, Arno made the mistake of looking down through the window. The enormous facility erupted. Explosions equivalent to nuclear detonations sieged the facility. Along with half a trillion dollars, two entire years of thousands of people’s lives were wasted. Hundreds of lives were simply lost. The hope of the discovery of exotic matter, along with mankind’s hopes of interstellar travel disintegrated in a matter of minutes. Arno witnessed his dreams go up in flames. It’s not over. It can’t be. Not yet. Not ever.


Andromeda, and Other Poems

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"Andromeda, and Other Poems" by Charles Kingsley. Published by Good Press. Good Press publishes a wide range of titles that encompasses every genre. From w ...

  • L'auteur : Charles Kingsley
  • Editeur: Good Press
  • ISBN:
  • Genre: Poetry
  • Nombre de pages: 165
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: "Andromeda, and Other Poems" by Charles Kingsley. Published by Good Press. Good Press publishes a wide range of titles that encompasses every genre. From well-known classics & literary fiction and non-fiction to forgotten−or yet undiscovered gems−of world literature, we issue the books that need to be read. Each Good Press edition has been meticulously edited and formatted to boost readability for all e-readers and devices. Our goal is to produce eBooks that are user-friendly and accessible to everyone in a high-quality digital format.


The Andromeda's Ghost

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Fifty years after humanity desperately sought and found a new home on Jurthaan IV, tension with neighboring planet Palnach necessitates a peace treaty as w ...

  • L'auteur : Becca Fox
  • Editeur: BHC Press
  • ISBN: 1643971115
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: 332
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: Fifty years after humanity desperately sought and found a new home on Jurthaan IV, tension with neighboring planet Palnach necessitates a peace treaty as well as the arranged marriage of Princess Kylee Wen Dao to Palnach’s Prince Maju. Taren Platinum is the best—now banished—guard on Princess Kylee’s security team. He’s also in love with her. After crashing the royal wedding, rescuing the princess, and fleeing Jurthaan IV in a stolen spacecraft, Taren finds himself on the run with Kylee, pursued by soldiers from both Jurthaan IV and Palnach. The lovers crash-land on Cartiss, leaving them stranded on a dying planet with targets on their backs. To escape, Taren must repair the ship with the help of a select few trustworthy citizens from the downtrodden city of Hurren. Without an official governing authority, the local gangsters are running Hurren and refusing to spread the wealth. While Taren’s priority is getting off Cartiss and disappearing somewhere safe, Kylee believes he has what it takes to turn things around in Hurren. Drawing attention to himself is the last thing he wants to do, but his princess is right. If there’s one thing Taren can’t overlook, it’s those who threaten the lives of innocents, even when his own life is on the line.


Mass Effect: Andromeda - Strategy Guide

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A Professional Gamers Guide to Mass Effect: Andromeda from ...

  • L'auteur : GamerGuides
  • Editeur: GamerGuides.com
  • ISBN: 1630412856
  • Genre: Games & Activities
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  • Langue: French/English
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The Scout Brooks Story: Space Creeps of Andromeda

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You've watched him grow from a Frooginite-killing freshman to a Slimeborg-bashing sophomore, and into a Blobberous-beating junior - all while juggling the ...

  • L'auteur : Scott Donnelly
  • Editeur: Lulu Press, Inc
  • ISBN: 138719965X
  • Genre: Fiction
  • Nombre de pages: N.A
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Détails: You've watched him grow from a Frooginite-killing freshman to a Slimeborg-bashing sophomore, and into a Blobberous-beating junior - all while juggling the strange years of high school. He's befriended Chuck Taylor and the oddball Philclops. You've watched his romance with Mandy bloom, crumble, and bloom again. Now as his senior year hits hard and his mentor is a hostage 2.5 million light years away, Scout Brooks must wrap up high school in style as he embarks on his deadliest, most epic adventure yet!


The Art of Mass Effect: Andromeda

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The award-winning Mass Effect series captured the renegade hearts and paragon souls of gamers everywhere with it's memorable characters, stunning visuals, ...

  • L'auteur : Various
  • Editeur: Dark Horse Comics
  • ISBN: 1630086835
  • Genre: Comics & Graphic Novels
  • Nombre de pages: 184
  • Langue: French/English
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Détails: The award-winning Mass Effect series captured the renegade hearts and paragon souls of gamers everywhere with it's memorable characters, stunning visuals, and visceral combat! Now, journey to a new galaxy with Dark Horse's The Art of Mass Effect Andromeda- featuring never-before-seen art of the hotly anticipated game's characters, arsenal, locations, vehicles, and more! Exclusive never before seen concept art from the making of Mass Effect Andromeda! The comprehensive companion to the wildly anticipated Mass Effect Andromeda!


Disturbed

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Permit me to share with you the shape and size of my doom, the phony façade I have crafted, my guilt, my despair, my hesitation to grasp and my need to gr ...

  • L'auteur : Andromeda Oleastro
  • Editeur: Xlibris Corporation
  • ISBN: 1479760307
  • Genre: Health & Fitness
  • Nombre de pages: 107
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Détails: Permit me to share with you the shape and size of my doom, the phony façade I have crafted, my guilt, my despair, my hesitation to grasp and my need to grasp a hint of happiness and normalcy. Let me begin with the usual shy but strong introduction I have memorized for the endless string of therapists, psychiatrists, and friends I have made in Residential Treatment and group therapy: “Hello. My name is Jessica and I have an eating disorder.”” For thirteen years Jessica managed to wear the mask of deceit, fooling family and friends into believing she was a normal child, a normal teenager, a normal young adult. Her binging, purging and fasting habits were hidden behind a busy schedule and four years spent living away from home for the duration of her college career. She kept her atrocious body image secret because who the hell wanted to listen to a teenager and young adult bitch and moan about how she felt about her body? Self mutilation was a sweet release from the pain of living as a tortured soul so wrapped up in the ideals of the female body but insomnia and the roller coaster episodes of bipolar II disorder brought out the worst in her and introduced her to suicidal thoughts which ultimately led her to a suicide attempt at eighteen years old. While she thought her finger had only teased the flame, her entire being had been thrown into the fire. From mid September to mid October of 2009, Jessica had been introduced the hardest task and rite of passage she had ever faced… …she had been admitted to Residential Treatment. She had only herself to blame for turning herself into what she had become. And although she gave it her all to resist treatment and recovery there was only one thing she so desired and that was some sense of normalcy. But she has been worn, embittered, and welcomed into the morbid nature of the world and on cold days… ….it was pretty cozy living in her disturbing little universe. “An eating disorder is a demon. Because it haunts you. And you believe in it and you think it is normal. But it isn’t. And people will tell you that these things you are seeing and feeling aren’t normal. These things you believe in are torturing you, sending you to madness, and they slowly kill you. And when the heart of your sanity stops beating, this demon drags you straight to Hell and nothing can save you. You should have exorcised that demon. Or at least repented because once you go in as deep as I have, there is nothing in this world that will keep you from falling deeper.”